if i’m with a group of people and someone makes me mad or upset instead of telling them i alienate myself. it woulld feel good if people would ask me whats wrong. but instead they just sit there nd keep playing like its nothing wrong, and that makes me even more mad. i cant believe they just sit there and not acknowledge my presence. then when someone actually does say something to me its in a joking manner. smh and i sit there and think, the whole time im not talking to anyone, that when they sk me whats wrong im going to tell them. but i just end up saying “im tired, bored, feel sick” or something like that. im not good at expressing my feelings i guess especially when it comes to certain people.
Why? Because everything seems more compact that way. It’s hard trusting people nowadays, and either way the only reason to cheer yourself up is just you and the decisions you make. I just feel that if I let others know what’s wrong, they’ll judge me or say something that I don’t want to hear. I rather not go through all the complications and let it be.
